Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Darker than death

there are times when your heart just sinks into a bottomless ocean...You feel your heart has just died, emotionless and fearless.You care for no one and nothing.When it gets worst, the only two emotions you experience is anger and hatred.You feel like killing everyone but despite feeling you are emotionless, something deep within stops you from hurting others. You let them be and wander in that dark black hole which sucks you deeper inside detatching you from your surroundings, making it too suffocating to breathe.,.

I dont know why it happens.At times when expectations which have a strong connection with your emotional well being arent met, these emotionless feelings seep in, At times when you arent able to meet your goals despite trying but there are too many worldly obstructions, you lose your dedication, motivation and will and you experience the darkness that spreads within you.Sometimes it also happens when you lose faith in someone who meant everything to you but betrayed you to a point that no one ca ever bring faith in humanity back into you.

Some people break down while some get up , straighten their clothes, and walk over everything that comes in their way with their head held high n their middle finger up in the air.

Those who break down opt for the easy way out..slipping through assuming it will get better.Not knowing but believing firmly that things can not possibly get worse.They are like a stone thrown into the river ,spreading ripples far and wide leaving the same effect like a chain reaction on many others connected with them and passing on the darkness like an inheritance.Those who walk over others stamping over them have the same effect but then they get to see whether it could possibly get worse or not while being alive yet dead at the same time.


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